Reflection (2024)In the quiet of the year's end, I walked, a small hand wrapped around mine.Dec 31, 2024Dec 31, 2024
a new friend.twenty twenty four was the year i uncovered the truth of my own loneliness. i had always known its shape, its quiet rhythm, its shadowed…Dec 27, 2024Dec 27, 2024
strangeMuch of our existence currently feels cathartic, as though trapped in an unending sea being boarded through a barrage of storms that causes…Jun 12, 2024Jun 12, 2024
the grief of the lost.somehow, i am good at being in the midst of the lost / crowded in a room where i do not know anyone all / across loud smiles, eyes shining…Aug 5, 2023Aug 5, 2023
ocean tidein the wake of loss, the world that claims me is pitifully strange, where all beautiful sense of evolution is shunned, derange like an…Mar 12, 2023Mar 12, 2023
dont lie to meif i wrote about my feelings all the time, i'd feel unsure about it. would i be perceived as honest? or would it be perceived as a liar's…Mar 8, 2023Mar 8, 2023
do i even want to know?lately, i feel like i don’t feel real. as though, i am just some sort illusion that found itself upon the dirt of earth’s soil — unable to…Jan 21, 2023Jan 21, 2023
still lifethere was a time when i thought my life was forever to be still at sixteen. such a young age where my mind was still underdeveloped and…Dec 2, 2022Dec 2, 2022
ReflectionThis became what life to her was. Vague understandings of a life she had forgotten, one that only mirrored the smoke that evoked the one…Sep 24, 2022Sep 24, 2022
the tale of the nightingaleVOLUPTA WAS SURE THAT SHE DOES NOT KNOW WHAT IT TRULY FEELS LIKE TO LOVE. She was sure that she had not lacked love in all her life…Aug 7, 2022Aug 7, 2022
unlovable friendi had accepted myself as your most unlovable friend. no, it was not your fault nor is it mine. but rather, there is a blossoming spotlight…Aug 7, 2022Aug 7, 2022
i still wonder when the world had started to consider me a monster.and yet you called me monster. for each word of defiance against your rule, i shudder at the false tears that touch your cheeks. for each…Jun 28, 2022Jun 28, 2022
BLACK SWANThere was very little one could do to somehow make it seem as though they were alive at all. Over and over again, the ringing in his ear…Jun 20, 2022Jun 20, 2022
For You MyYouth — BTS.I’m writing this because I felt like I needed to. I needed to let it all out. My eyes puffed in tears and red lines, the uncertainty…Jun 14, 20221Jun 14, 20221
i, too shall go;I told them to leave. Not because I was afraid. Through the sun rising and falling, the thoughts pierced through my mind as though it was…Jun 8, 2022Jun 8, 2022
My TimeExhaling a breath that felt sharper than the sound of a blade’s resounding roar, I felt then my dark eyes look out the carriage’s stainless…Feb 20, 2022Feb 20, 2022
Stay Alivehttps://open.spotify.com/track/7CAdT0HdiQNlt1C7xk2hep?si=4de329b6c9d54673Feb 11, 2022Feb 11, 2022
An Ineffable YearLooking at the edge of the mountain side, my beating heart felt like it was going to escape my chest. There was if anything no air to be…Dec 30, 2021Dec 30, 2021