lila pahamstrangeMuch of our existence currently feels cathartic, as though trapped in an unending sea being boarded through a barrage of storms that causes…Jun 12Jun 12
lila pahamthe grief of the lost.somehow, i am good at being in the midst of the lost / crowded in a room where i do not know anyone all / across loud smiles, eyes shining…Aug 5, 2023Aug 5, 2023
lila pahamocean tidein the wake of loss, the world that claims me is pitifully strange, where all beautiful sense of evolution is shunned, derange like an…Mar 12, 2023Mar 12, 2023
lila pahamdont lie to meif i wrote about my feelings all the time, i'd feel unsure about it. would i be perceived as honest? or would it be perceived as a liar's…Mar 8, 2023Mar 8, 2023
lila pahamdo i even want to know?lately, i feel like i don’t feel real. as though, i am just some sort illusion that found itself upon the dirt of earth’s soil — unable to…Jan 21, 2023Jan 21, 2023
lila pahamstill lifethere was a time when i thought my life was forever to be still at sixteen. such a young age where my mind was still underdeveloped and…Dec 2, 2022Dec 2, 2022
lila pahamReflectionThis became what life to her was. Vague understandings of a life she had forgotten, one that only mirrored the smoke that evoked the one…Sep 24, 2022Sep 24, 2022
lila pahamthe tale of the nightingaleVOLUPTA WAS SURE THAT SHE DOES NOT KNOW WHAT IT TRULY FEELS LIKE TO LOVE. She was sure that she had not lacked love in all her life…Aug 7, 2022Aug 7, 2022
lila pahamunlovable friendi had accepted myself as your most unlovable friend. no, it was not your fault nor is it mine. but rather, there is a blossoming spotlight…Aug 7, 2022Aug 7, 2022